"Maldito" lyrics

Everyday I wake to find nothing has changed
Still down on my luck I pray
Alone still has to be this way
Above me the skies will remain grey

Got jealousy for anyone that's happy
You don't know
I hate you want to hurt you, see you suffer
You won't hear
The cries for help in me my fear
I writhe in pain
I was born to lose

Angry and alone is how and what I was meant to be
Hatred and fear will always be a part of me
There's no salvation for me I know that I am cursed
For all eternity

Maldito
Yo naci Maldecido
Bastard
Cursed with life and endless disappointments
Monster
Learn to deal with what I've become
Outcast
There's no reason to live there's only
Hatred
Sometimes that's all that's real
Terror
Sometimes that's all I feel
Hatred
Sometimes that's all that's real
Terror
Sometimes that's all I feel

Paranoia's got a strangle hold on my mind
I want to sigh in relief but not this time
It seems now a days to stop this torture
Need to drink and drink to forget the future
Even the people in my life hardly know me
The malice and rage I stride to hide and control
I want to end this pain my luck drains away like rain
There's only endless pain

Maldito
Yo naci Maldecido
Bastard
Cursed with life and endless disappointments
Monster
Learn to deal with what I've become
Outcast
There's no reason to live there's only
Hatred
Sometimes that's all that's real
Terror
Sometimes that's all I feel
Hatred
Sometimes that's all that's real
Terror
Sometimes that's all I feel

We're the cursed hide behind friendly smiles
There's a need to crush and hurt to avenge our loss
Day in day out the pain is too immense to bear
My hatred grew cause no one ever cared
I fail and fail at everything I do
I hope, I lose, to me it's nothing new
I try, I fail, I crash and burn
I've lost again I die this curse will never end

Hatred
Sometimes that's all that's real
Terror
Sometimes that's all I feel
Hatred
Sometimes that's all that's real
Terror
Sometimes that's all I feel