"On My Throne" lyrics

Pouring hours to silence
Cannot find my throne
What did you bring for my doom?
Sleep of a hurricane
Thanks for asking, all is fine
It's just the sound of a time in me
New dawn will bring new flood

I never meant to force my dreams
Can't push my heart aside
Always painting my mind
With you, new dawn in sight
Roses and droseras
Cards closer to my chest
As I am waiting for you
To show the real numbers

Take a bullet, bullet, bullet to my fucking head
So much wasted time on those bridges
All really to see the day
There's a pretender on my throne
Left behind me

Take this crown, I fall right here
But I don't claim we're never one and whole
If that's all she wrote
Forgive my lack of grace
If that's all she wrote
Forgive my lack of faith
If that's all she wrote
Forgive my lack of...
I wish that I could say
Now this was meant to be

The cold is real, guess that's all I know
The scars I feel, guess they will not go
Embracing time as I fall in life
Dethrone my presence
Decrown my heart instead
'Cause no more, no long
Thorns feel none if life's so fucking cheap

Take this crown, I fall right here
But I don't claim we're never one and whole
If that's all she wrote
Forgive my lack of grace
If that's all she wrote
Forgive my lack of faith
If that's all she wrote
Forgive my lack of...
I wish that I could say
Now this was meant to be

There's a pretender on my throne
I take a bullet, bullet, bullet to my fucking head
Whenever you cannot run away with me
In the end of our road
You'll put the crown back on my throne