"Buying Time" lyrics

I always judge myself on what I can't see
Unrealistic point of views are nothing to me
Now it's 3am and still I can't sleep
With this pain in my head

I always find my way right back to the top
The energetic pulse of what I thought I was not
When the days go by from blue into black
The energetic pulse of what I thought I was not is back

Back to the top of the page
Gotta relapse myself
Into a gear again
(Into gear again)

We're all just buying time
Until our last goodbye
These things I can't afford
I want you to know
We're all just buying time
Until our last goodbye
And I want you to know

I've always had this problem since I was a kid
A nervous system overload of something I time
I'm the messed up kid at the back of the bus
I forgot who to trust

I always find my way right back to the top
The energetic pulse of what I thought I was not
When the days go by from blue into black
The energetic pulse of what I thought I was not is back

Back to the top of the page
Gotta relapse myself
Into gear again
(Into gear again)

We're all just buying time
Until our last goodbye
These things I can't afford
I want you to know
We're all just buying time
Until our last goodbye
And I want you to know

I want you to know
All this life you see is careless to some degree
I want you to know the shit that I've been through
That all this life you see is careless to some degree

We're all just buying time
Until our last goodbye
These things I can't afford
I want you to know
We're all just buying time
Until our last goodbye
And I want you to know

Back to the top of the page
Gotta relapse myself
Into gear again
Into gear again