"Phantom Pain" lyrics

I wake up just to find, I've fallen short
My vision is fading, my mind distorts
I'm sick of feeling like there's something wrong with me
I'm not who I wanted to be

I've lost all sense of security

I keep falling back
It's too overwhelming
By myself
I need your help
I keep falling back
Into this place

You left me with a phantom pain
You said nothing stays the same
My hands are tied behind my back
You focused on the things I lack

You left me with a phantom pain
You said nothing stays the same
I'm tired and my rope is frayed
I am so afraid

I'm so afraid

Tears stream down my face
Emptiness I can't escape
Wish that things could stay the same
'Cause I just can't forget your name

Back and forth in rooms I pace
Following steps I can't retrace
'Cause I am so afraid
I am so afraid

You're the thoughts inside my head
You're the water I fail to tread
I'm a book remained unread
I'm a screw without a thread

Since you left my rope is frayed
I am so afraid
I am so afraid

Since you left my rope is frayed
I am so afraid
I am so afraid