"wish we never happened" lyrics

I'm anxious, angry
I hate being mad
But you wasted one year
I'll never have
'Cause you ruined my life
When you tore me in half
Now I spend all my time
Just tryna get back

To the way things were
Before I knew your name
'Cause no matter the distance
It's not enough space
Now I'm sick of hearing
Everyone say
I'll be so much stronger
Once I make it

Through this
But the truth is

I wish we never happened
I wish we never met
I wish you were just some messed up dream
I made up in my head
I wish we never happened
And I could just forget
I've been looking for a silver lining
Haven't found it yet
I wish you never

Never stopped me walking
Right down the street
Because ever since then
You're all that I see
Hate explaining you to
Every person I meet
All the time and the energy
It's taking me to get

Through this
Yeah, the truth is

I wish we never happened
I wish we never met
I wish you were just some messed up dream
I made up in my head
I wish we never happened
And I could just forget
I've been looking for a silver lining
Haven't found it yet

I wish we never
Happened, oh
I wish we never
Happened, oh

I'll smile because it's over
Cry because it happened
I've been needing closure
Like a physical reaction
Looking for a reason
Not to wish we never happened
Wish we never happened
Wish we never happened

Smile because it's over
Cry because it happened
I've been needing closure
Like a physical reaction
Looking for a reason
Not to wish we never happened
Wish we never happened
Wish we never happened

I wish we never happened
I wish we never met
I wish you were just some messed up dream
I could wake up and forget
Wish it wasn't traumatic
And I didn't have regrets
I've been looking for a silver lining
Haven't found it yet