"BellTowerPark" lyrics

Why you had to go, why you had to go?
The day you left Earth was the day I turned cold
Why you had to go, why you had to go?
Thinking 'bout your mom, I just wanna hold her close

See you in my dreams and it's always slow-mo
If you was here you'd be with me every sold out show
100 blunts to the heavens cause it's all I know
When your son turned seven it hit me harder 'cause I thought that
That's when I moved, K Swiss up on his shoes
But your life had changed, then life changed you
You was in a dark place, no one bothered to make a move
Tryna knock out every pussy back home that did knew

Why you had to go, why you had to go?
The day you left Earth was the day I turned cold
Why you had to go, why you had to go?
Thinking 'bout your mom, I just wanna hold her close

Hour after hour, money and the power
But what the fuck that mean when you ain't got nobody riding?
Losing you to dope, sure was a harder pill to swallow
It's hard enough to tolerate this fucking place without you
We were off golf club, tryna get highed up
This was 'fore I blew up, we ain't have no one behind us
Fast forward, weapon stopped you moving, no rewinding
Sitting in the solace, tears on my eyelids

Why you had to go, why you had to go?
Why you had to go, why you had to go?
Thinking 'bout your mom, I just wanna hold her close