"How To Love" lyrics

I know I'm fucked up 'cause I looked, look
I know I'm fucked up 'cause I looked down, my cup empty
You be nervous when you're with me 'cause I got thugs with me
I know I did you dirty 'cause you stopped lovin' me
I know I did you dirty 'cause you stopped lovin' me
I took my time with you, how could you just be done with me?
Even though I told your ass I needed company

I ain't gon' lie, I mistreated you, baby
You made me feel like I needed you, baby
Tryna show you how much I love you, all you see is Mercedes
Countin' commas up by the bundle, you can see this shit crazy
Now it's no love for me
Ever since I did you wrong, ain't no love for me
My hoodie on, niggas wanna see a slug in me
And police on my nuts like I got drugs on me
Actin' just like these hoes, tryna put cuffs on me
But what am I supposed to do if they run up on me?
It's haters everywhere, I gotta keep a gun on me
If I don't do it, who the fuck gon' keep one up for me?
If I don't trust myself, how can I give you trust, homie?
Can you be like a band-aid, always in the cut for me?
If I don't understand, can you be a crutch for me?
If a nigga take my chain, fuck it, I want blood from it

I know I'm fucked up 'cause I looked, look
I know I'm fucked up 'cause I looked down, my cup empty
You be nervous when you're with me 'cause I got thugs with me
I know I did you dirty 'cause you stopped lovin' me
I know I did you dirty 'cause you stopped lovin' me
I took my time with you, how could you just be done with me?
Even though I told your ass I needed company