"One Moment From Disaster" lyrics

I cannot maintain everyone's expectations of me
I am not your light, I am not your guide
Only the product of life unrealized

Don't ask me for a fucking thing
Cause that's all I can give consistently
This is not an apology
This is my declaration

A step from calamity
One moment from disaster
I don't know any better than you

I have simply come to terms with my own unrest
There is no control to be had anymore
This will all go on with or without me

I don't know what you want
I don't know what you need
But I know it's not me, it never will be

You will die and you will fade
And I will continue in the face of your amity abstained
In the company of none, I am my own priority
Because I'm the only one that's not allowed to leave

My intentions are tragic
My existence is an accident
Don't make a habit out of thinking highly of me
To trust and to love
Is to concede our own human nature

Just because I'm here
Doesn't mean that I'm not a failure

Whether or not you realize
We could so easily survive each others loss
Do not allow me to destroy you, because I will

Living in the fallout of affection's longing
Just because you love me doesn't mean that I care

I didn't mean for this to happen
I move on with complete lack of notion or intent
But that isn't enough for anyone to give a fuck

No decency is owed
No decency is owed
I am not a person
I am your vessel

Fill me whole
Fill me whole
Fill me whole