"The Leper's Bell" lyrics

I am my own despair
A life unwanted, a life so scared
I wasted so much of my time
Thinking my struggle was only mine
I never found it hard to leave
All these places that never wanted me
A life spent ugly and unseen
It's all expected
Expected
And when it hurts more than you can believe
Remember all the things you never thought you'd see
Remember my voice and feel my worry
Please stay for me

A life spent unseen
A life spent unseen
Is all I expected
To be waiting

Isolate
Shame I don't want you to see
This side of me
Underneath my last mistake

Smashed into pieces
The end of life as we know it
There is no exaggeration
In the hate I have for myself

Smashed into pieces
The end of life as we know it
There is no exaggeration
In the hate I have for myself

Nothing changes by itself
Please never feel
The way I felt
The way I felt

Take my hand
Take my hand
Cast aside the leper's bell
Please never feel the way I felt

Isolate
Shame I don't want you to see
This side of me
Underneath my last mistake

Stay with me
Just until the morning
We can sit in silence
We can cry until it hurts
Whatever it takes
For you to feel heard
I'm so proud of you
I'm so proud