"Heavy" lyrics

Not even lookin' for no superman
So why's it that I got an empty head?
Took a bullet to my heart, I'm bleedin' out
Still, you're the only one I even wanna hold somehow
You said you'd take me on your jet plane (Jet plane)
But I never even saw them lights, babe (Lights, babe)
Guess I was lookin' for a hero
Boy, you couldn't even keep it real though

Now you got your life, you got your right
Rumour has it, baby, that you're doin' just fine
In my gold dress, lookin' like such a mess
Tonight

And I go drinking in the park
But I guess I'm not a kid no more
I spent all of my money on love
Like it's a liquor store, eh
Maybe I just miss you, baby
Cheap thrills don't save me no more
Drinking in the dark
How did shit get so H-E-A-V-Y?

You said you'd catch me like a butterfly
How can you love someone and watch 'em die?
I'm aware, I got no halo around my head
You're not my blood, but you were family like mum and dad
How could you see me drowning and not even stop it?
Even wish you were the one that fucked me and caused it
Now I'm the one that holds an empty head
I guess you never were my superman

You got your life, you got your right
Rumour has it, baby, that you're doin' just fine
I'm in my gold dress, you gave me it, you bitch
So fuck tonight

And I go drinking in the park
But I guess I'm not a kid no more
I spent all of my money on love
Like it's a liquor store, eh
Maybe I just miss you, baby
Cheap thrills don't save me no more
Drinking in the dark
How did shit get so H-E-A-V-Y?

We are a modern crime
They didn't want us to be nothin' more than famous (Famous)
Famous (Famous)
But fame is so helpless
We are the modern crime
They didn't want us to be nothin' more than famous (Famous)
Famous (Famous)
But God, love's so heartless

And I go drinking in the park
But I guess I'm not a kid no more (Guess I'm not a kid no more)
I spent all of my money on love
Like it's a liquor store, eh
Maybe I just miss you, baby (Maybe I just miss you, baby)
Cheap thrills don't save me no more
Been in the dark
How did shit get so H-E-A-V-Y?