"Closure" lyrics

I got four walls that surround my heavy soul
You can't do this you won't make it. Yeah, I know...
Some days I wish I was dead. Wander as a ghost instead
Just to see if being there meant anything at all

Would it hurt to think about me?
Or would you not know?
Cause I never really let my guard enough down low
Enough for you to see me
And in the end, this is what I chose

It's always the same thing
Over and over. Thinking the closure
Will help me try to understand the way
This all ends. And it's hopeless
It's what I get for seeking an answer
That I never believed anyway

Steady sounds of pain are under every breath
Little lies you can't accept
Cause I know you. You bury the truth
Lies from the start, cause there's nothing to lose
And if ever had the chance I would never try again
I mean nothing at all

Would it hurt to think about me?
Or would they not know?
Cause I never really let my guard enough down low
Enough for you to see me
And in the end, this is what I chose

It's always the same thing
Over and over. Thinking the closure
Will help me try to understand the way
This all ends. And it's hopeless
It's what I get for seeking an answer
That I never believed anyway

It sinks slow
Cause in the end all we have is our regret

And I found you, when I had nothing left

It's always the same thing
Over and over. Thinking the closure
Will help me try to understand the way
This all ends. And it's hopeless
It's what I get for seeking an answer
That I never believed anyway
This all ends. And it's hopeless
It's what I get for seeking an answer
That I never believed anyway