"Relapse" lyrics

I told myself I wouldn't stay up late
But it's 5 a.m. and I'm calling to see if you're awake
I guess it's just a misplaced sense of fate
That I'll be on this trip forever
It's like I don't know no better

I shouldn't, I shouldn't, I shouldn't give in and I know it
But I'm losing my grip and I think I might slip any moment
I keep making and breaking these rules every day, no wrong
But I'll do it again and I'll save my regret for the mornin'

I was getting this close to letting you go
But then I fall back, why'd I do that?
I wish my heart was stone
And I had more self-control
But I fall back, yeah, I relapse (relapse)
(I-I-I-I relapse) yeah, I relapsе

Oops, what have I done?
I'm right back herе just where I swore I'd never go
In the comfort of your arms
'Cause I'm too scared to be alone
See the crystals in your eyes
Got me so hypnotised
Yeah, they get me every time

I was getting this close (this close)
To letting you go (you go)
But then I fall back, why'd I do that? (Do that)
I wish my heart was stone
And I had more self-control
But I fall back, yeah, I relapse (relapse)
(I-I-I-I relapse)
Time after time (relapse)
(I-I-I-I relapse) yeah, I relapse

I was getting this close to letting you go
But then I fall back, why'd I do that?
I wish my heart was stone
And I had more self-control
But I fall back, yeah, I relapse (relapse)
(Relapse) why do I, why do I, why do I, why do I?
(Relapse) oh, relapse, I need some help
'Cause I just can't help myself
I always relapse