"BLOW MY BRAINS" lyrics

Can you tell me whens the last time
You thought of me while you passed time
I know it sounds a little sad but I've been mourning
I've been mourning you and I
And can you tell me what's the worst thing you said about me at your new school
I don't even care if it's true
But I knew you were talking
And no one out here would tell me the truth

But every time I wanna blow my brains you cross my mind
Questioning like what's inside of you
Girl how do you know my state of mind
And every time I try to make that turn I used to make
I wish my tie to you would break
You're like the thorn that's in my side

I remember parties 'till the morning
And you would sleep beside my snoring
I remember waking up in bed by you
Then I would go home and I would smell like you, damn
And now you're getting reckless
Saw you doin coke on somebody's story thinking who is that
I signed up for a sweet little 5'2 shorty not this
So someone tell me where she's at
And I know that its selfish and all
But it just makes me mad
The girl that I wanted is gone
And I still want her bad

Cause every time I wanna blow my brains you cross my mind
Questioning like what's inside of you
Girl how do you know my state of mind
And every time I try to make that turn I used to make
I wish my tie to you would break
You're like the thorn that's in my side