"December" lyrics

This
Was my dream
As long as I know you
No doubts at all
These times were over

This is
My end
This sight was a nightmare

This is
My end
I had the pictures in my head
Drawn by faith and trust
Shaped by my conviction

This is my brain
Can it be so simple?
This is my brain
I never realized it

I see my visions melting down
Cannot keep it in my hands
This is like a fuckin' dream
The drips of my future pulling me down
Encircled by reality, I'm diving in my past

This sight was a nightmare
This sight tattered my heart into rags
Open windows howling at me
I see my fears become reality

My lungs are filled by pain and sorrow
By tears and broken fuckin' aims
I hope one day we'll see us again
Some day

Is this the end?
And I ask myself
Would you look at me?
Would you remember my face?
Just look into my eyes, one last time
Everything's faded to and ugly grey
I never, I never expected an end like this

An end like this
End like this
An end like this
An end like this
End like this
An end like this
An end like this