"Monotony" lyrics

Bare feet
Step onto the frigid concrete
Out of bed
Loads of caffeine to clear the fog from my head
Drive to work
Inevitably cut-off by some jerk
But I don't honk my horn
Cause I'm so numb I can't be bothered to feel scorn

I just wanna feel warm

Monotony is driving me crazy
I feel alone, so I'm watching TV
Or stare at my phone
It's like Stockholm Syndrome
Autonomy is driving me crazy

On the clock
Excuse myself to the bathroom to watch Tik-Toks
Fill my brain
With enough distractions to numb the pain
Of consciousness
Doing menial tasks that are utterly pointless
To survive
Another miserable American working to die

But I wanna feel alive

Monotony is driving me crazy
I feel alone, so I'm watching TV
Or stare at my phone
It's like Stockholm Syndrome
Autonomy is driving me crazy

Monotony is driving me crazy
I feel alone, so I'm watching TV
Or stare at my phone
It's like Stockholm Syndrome
Autonomy is driving me crazy

I can't stand it, I'm not living
Growing up's so unforgiving
I can't stand it, I'm not living
Growing up's so unforgiving
I can't stand it, I'm not living
Growing up's so unforgiving

I can't stand it, I'm not living