"FOOTING" lyrics

I can see my weight coming back
And the bags beneath my eyes have faded over time
I'm the way I used to be before I knew you
Before I loved you

And I changed everything the way that I spoke
The clothes that I wore
I slowed down on the road
And I would sleep on the floor
But it never changed a thing

To you for me to grow for you I guess
It gets old

And I'm afraid to tell you now
I'm the mess that you walked out on maybe
You were right all along

Pray to God you're doing well
That you finally stopped starving yourself
And you find your footing right where you belong
You belong
You belong

Now I hate everything
All the songs that I wrote
Every word that I'd say
That's just what I get
For pushing all the blame back onto you

Off of me I know
I won't
Outrun your pull on me

And I'm afraid to tell you now
That I'm the mess you walked out on
Maybe you were right all along

I pray to God you're doing well
That you finally stopped starving yourself
And you find your footing right where you belong
You belong
You belong

But I'm stuck living my days regretting every word I'd say
How life might be better off without you
You belong
You belong
You belong
You belong...