"Ashamed" lyrics

I need somebody, you might be my somebody
You my one of a kind, you not like anybody
Yeah I feel like the one, 'cause you don't like anybody
Yeah you told me you love me, yeah you don't tell that to anyone
Why is it me? Why is it me that you chose?
Was it the way I look? Or was it the letters I wrote?
What did I do to deserve you? I guess you think I'll never hurt you?
I wanna tell you what I'm thinking about, but I really don't wanna disturb you

I wanna change, yeah this time I'mma try
I feel ashamed by myself sometimes
You can see the shame when you look in my eyes, my eyes

I cannot hide how I feel
You should arrest me or give me [?]
I know you called me lying, but I'll die on that hill
Whenever I'm talking you know that I mean what I say
I don't got time for these games to play
If I'mma lie I'mma take the lie to the grave
I'mma keep going, ran out of oxytocin
I keep, drugs in my potion, fuck it live in the moment
I know you mad, your emotions are showing
I see, you lose your cool all the time, you can't control it

I know that our love song love drugs
And none of your trust worth so much
For granted, I took one, my love, no
I'm letting the drugs win me
When I'm on the drugs I feel like they zoom me

I need somebody, you might be my somebody
You my one of a kind, you not like anybody
Yeah I feel like the one, 'cause you don't like anybody
Yeah you told me you love me, yeah you don't tell that to anyone
Why is it me? Why is it me that you chose?
Was it the way I look? Or was it the letters I wrote?
What did I do to deserve you? I guess you think I'll never hurt you?
I wanna tell you what I'm thinking about, but I really don't wanna disturb you

I wanna change, yeah this time I'mma try
I feel ashamed by myself sometimes
You can see the shame when you look in my eyes
My eyes