"Fourth Goodbye" lyrics

Where have you been my long lost friend? (My long lost friend?)
I thought I saw you, it happened again (It happened again)

I can change any minute, I'll be gone with the wind
I got a pocket full of money, and a soul full of sins (A soul full of sins)
But I don't wanna play that game again (No, no, no)

And everybody born to die
I've been turned off, but I'm on tonight (Tonight)
And when I leave again, I'ma say my fourth goodbye (My fourth goodbye)

It's so easy to load the gun (To load the gun)
But you don't gotta load it if it's already done (If it's already done)
I put a bottle in my stomach and some smoke in my lungs
I ain't wanna do it but it used to be fun (Used to be fun)
I'm ready to say my fourth "I'm done" (My fourth "I'm done")

Please stop crying, ain't you run out of tears?
I'm about to tell you, what you don't wanna hear
I see a man I don't know when I look in the mirror
I don't think I'll be because I already tried
I don't wanna let you down tonight
I know I already did, but I've been trying to make it right, make it right

I can change any minute, I'll be gone with the wind
I got a pocket full of money, and a soul full of sins (A soul full of sins)
But I don't wanna play that game again (No, no, no)

And everybody born to die
I've been turned off, but I'm on tonight (Tonight)
And when I leave again, I'ma say my fourth goodbye (My fourth goodbye)