"Now We're Even" lyrics

It ain't easy being with me
If I were you then I would leave me
And move along
I know it feels so wrong
Love me from a distance
But don't give up I need persistence
And need a push in the right direction
Even if it feels wrong
Baby how you doing we ain't spoke in a minute
Last time I was loaded I was pushing my limits
And you said I did something that I know that I didn't
Always making me wild and make it seem like I'm tripping

I'm so close to the edge
I already know you gonna miss me when I'm dead
A lotta things that I'll always regret
But I been doing my best
I know I've hurt so many people
They would swear that I was evil
I just need to love myself before I love anyone else
I just need to find a reason to stay alive
And keep on breathing
Fool me again bitch now we're even
Fool me three times keep on dreaming

I'm so close to the edge
I already know you gonna miss me when I'm dead
A lotta things that I'll always regret
But I been doing my best
I know I've hurt so many people
They would swear that I was evil
I just need to love myself before I love anyone else
I just need to find a reason to stay alive
And keep on breathing
Fool me again bitch now we're even
Fool me three times keep on dreaming