"Somber" lyrics

Had to keep it real, baby, I can't play pretend
Shorty tryna pray on me, she ain't say amen, a real one
Changed on me, we can make amends
Tried to run some game on me, we done made a mess
Drop some dollars on a bad one, you ain't making sense
I can't read your mind, tell me how you feel, I hate to guess
Had to hold my ground and stay down, I can't change my stance
Fuck around and I'ma risk it all, I'ma take a chance

Have you ever felt like you digging up a grave?
And you're 'bout to hop back in it just so you can stop the pain
Just so you can have a moment by yourself and be alone
Like back in 2010, but shit won't ever be the same as them
No one wanna hurt when the knife gon' stab
But everybody duck when the gun gon' blast
'Cause everybody run away from everything that hurts
But you know that I like the pain and that's what feels the worst

What do you want from me? Every time you talk to me
Pinch me like artery, I wear my heart on my sleeve
It ended awkwardly, like it was somberly
Need a lobotomy, so I can remember anything
What is it worth? Baby, what I'm worth to you?
You cut me deep but [?] to you
I wish you could see all the pain that you've caused me
The hate inside me, I wish I was free

Had to keep it real, baby, I can't play pretend
Shorty tryna pray on me, she ain't say amen, a real one
Changed on me, we can make amends
Tried to run some game on me, we done made a mess
Drop some dollars on a bad one, you ain't making sense
I can't read your mind, tell me how you feel, I hate to guess
Had to hold my ground and stay down, I can't change my stance
Fuck around and I'ma risk it all, I'ma take a chance