"Ultrapure" lyrics

Waking up early
Not knowing what for
I never knew when
You'd walk through the door
Still can remember
More than I'd hope
Perfume and paint cans
Bottled up hope
Mattress in corners
Of rooms all my life
Alone in apartments
A heart for a mind

Head first into the water
Ultrapure like a child
I will walk through this fire
Full of doubts
With a general smile

Closed eyes, not sleeping
Still hear those shouts
Holding your hand till
The voices drown out

I was born to forgive you
Ultrapure like a child
Were you always pulling an anchor
Dragging you from behind?

I was born to forgive you
Ultrapure like a child
It was never your fault
But surely, it wasn't mine

It was never your fault but surely, it wasn't mine
But surely, it wasn't mine