"Cherry Red Ego Death" lyrics

You said I've become unlovable
Waiting on somebody to rescue me
Always thought I was unbreakable
Till the weight of who I've been was crushing me
I feel a fire in my chest
Let it consume till nothing's left
It's so clear with the flame drawing near
The cherry's burning red on my ego death (Ego death)

Euphoria is burning down
The disillusion of myself
I hope it may lead
To the pieces of me
That I buried beneath all the years of doubt
I get so caught up, baby
Haven't seen the sun since you been gone
'Cause I get so addicted
To reminding myself who I'm not

You said I've become unlovable
Waiting on somebody to rescue me
Always thought I was unbreakable
Till the weight of who I've been was crushing me
I feel a fire in my chest
Let it consume till nothing's left
It's so clear with the flame drawing near
The cherry's burning red on my ego death (Ego death)

I know
You've heard it all before
3:00 AM. I called you from another hotel bar
You know
I love to feel like this
The pressure of acceptance
And the burden of its kiss

I got splinters in my heart
Where your presence used to be
I've got nothing left to give
Like three for you and none for me
Some nights I dream of letting go
'Cause the world is only perfect
If I keep my eyes closed

You said I've become unlovable
Waiting on somebody to rescue me
Always thought I was unbreakable
Till the weight of who I've been was crushing me
I feel a fire in my chest
Let it consume till nothing's left
It's so clear with the flame drawing near
The cherry's burning red on my ego death (Ego death)