"Collapse" lyrics

I lay wide awake at night
Knowing I won't sleep
Days are passing by
Anxiousness will bury me

I'm so lost in this blizzard in my head
I'm envious of the dead
A melody without a rhythm
No grace to uphold
Surrounded by panic
There's nothing else to enfold

You're still haunting me
I feel I'll never really leave
There's nothing left of me
You drained my life
I'm incomplete

We take our time
But that's all we have
I'd rather die than let this moment last
I've been searching for answers
To find some sort of absolution
But nothing matters in a life of disillusion

I can't begin to put myself back together
Do I trace the past that lead me here?

Is this a dream?
Tell me something
Tell me anything
Am I lowering my grave?
Is there more to life than this?
Just say anything

I'm only human
There''s only so much I can take
Give me a reason to cut my losses
I'm still losing faith

We take our time
But that's all we have
I'd rather die than let this moment last
I've been searching for answers
To find some sort of absolution
But nothing matters in a life of disillusion

Nothing else matters