"Perfect" lyrics

I thought this world would be perfect
I never thought it would hurt me
But underneath all the surface
I don't wanna be worthless (Yeah)

Gotta work real hard on the days like this
Comin' for the hope that I even exist
Just wanted to be loved, but instead feel worthless
Drugs are worthless, but they cost more
No stress, live life so insecure
Wish I was perfect like you
I'm blind like the time that flew, gotta follow through
More smiles than the IOUs, but I do
Surfaces and worthless blues
Am I down and out, or up and in?
Without this drug, how'd I even begin again?

I don't know how it's supposed to go
And I won't let go 'cause it's all I know
I don't know how it's supposed to go
And I won't let go 'cause it's all I know

I thought this world would be perfect
I never thought it would hurt me
But underneath all the surface
I don't wanna be worthless

Under the moonlight, our shadows burn bright
Look left, then I turn right (Just don't get it)
Wonder in hindsight, should I have gripped tight?
Resemble our old life (Just won't let it)
I don't love just any goddamn body
Some of you try, but just can't stop me
I don't need love from the right somebody
(Can't stop me, can't stop me)
Life may never seem perfect
Heard I'm good, and I'm worth it
I may never seem correct
(Am I good enough, good enough for you?)

I don't know how it's supposed to go
And I won't let go 'cause it's all I know
I don't know how it's supposed to go
And I won't let go 'cause it's all I know

I thought this world would be perfect
I never thought it would hurt me
But underneath all the surface
I don't wanna be worthless