"I've Changed" lyrics

Shit, it's been about nine hundred days since I drank last (Yeah)
Started smokin' more weed, no coke, no speed
But this shit hit like dope
Got a nigga sweatin', take a shower, hot water, no soap
And I'll never ever leave the West Coast
Unless I gotta murder somebody, or if I got a show
But yes, I'll kill a nigga if you gotta know [*gunshot*]
See, that nigga in real life, he gotta go
Yesterday I had a flashback (What's that?)
Yeah, we ran in the building, I was pulling down the black mask
Get the computers and the ADATs
Had niggas outside in case they come in and gotta spray that
Took everything, even the strap
Put everything we had in the back of the Cadillac (Come on)
Yeah, I always think about that
How we coulda had the nigga bleeding while he's stinkin' out back

But I changed (I changed, I changed, I changed)
I've changed (I've changed, I've changed, I've changed)
I've changed (I've changed, I've changed, I've changed)
I've changed

I don't need to bring it up no more
I was thinkin' 'bout my sister, she ain't up no more
Yeah, she sadly passed away when I was up on tour
And why I ever let 'em stay, I don't know what for
You shoulda seen it, I couldn't feel my face
Back of the tour bus, threw up all over the place
Told RB, "We gotta stop this shit
We gotta cancel this show, I can't rock this shit"
He said, "Nigga, you gotta do it, we gotta get this grip
Blew her brains out, my brother witnessed it"
Take me home, I gotta get this nigga
And put body in the box 'fore this shit get bigger
I cut his throat with these scissors
And make a meat stew in a Crockpot with his three sisters
Watch his mom have a hissy fit
And it'll take a whole ounce just to get me lit

'Cause I changed (I changed, I changed, I changed)
I changed (I changed, I changed, I changed)
Yeah, nigga, I changed (I changed, I changed, I changed)

Nigga, I changed (I changed, I changed, I changed)

Shot up to my sister, rest in peace
Michelle Mann, I love you and I always will
Grrr