"Rabbit Hole" lyrics

Said some shit I shouldn't have
Tryna burn it down
Feel like I'm right where I'm meant to be
So why am I on the ground passed out
Self-destruct with me
That's my favourite hobby, you can catch me
Falling down the rabbit hole
'Cause nothing makes me happy

Don't know what it is about it
Good luck waking up without it
Call and you tell you everything I took
And you ask me why?
You say what you chasing babe
Why?

Why I gotta self-destruct like that
Why I gotta do that white so bad
Why I gotta get so high
That I pay no mind
To the shit inside my head

Look me in the eye
Am I here or am I high
Left myself back where we started
I was sober in the mind
Now I'm passed out on the floor
In your bedroom by the door
Wishing I could just control myself for once

Said some shit I shouldn't have
Tryna burn it down
Feel like I'm right where I'm meant to be
So why am I on the ground passed out
Self-destruct with me
That's my favourite hobby, you can catch me
Falling down the rabbit hole
'Cause nothing makes me happy

Trying a fix myself with empty sex
Lose myself and then I bend
Think it's good when its not good and then I try again
Acting like a fool for you
What am I supposed to do
We both know this dangerous but we run with it
Nothing to lose so, yea

Look me in the eye
Am I here or am I high
Left myself back where we started
I was sober in the mind
Now I'm passed out on the floor
In your bedroom by the door
Wishing I could just control myself for once

Said some shit I shouldn't have
Tryna burn it down
Feel like I'm right where I'm meant to be
So why am I on the ground passed out
Self-destruct with me
That's my favourite hobby, you can catch me
Falling down the rabbit hole
'Cause nothing makes me happy