"Retro Love" lyrics

Yeah
I feel a part of the concrete as I am walking on these streets
'Cause when I slip and I'm cut it seems that I do not bleed
Put the blade to my arm and see
How can I feel so strong yet same time feel so weak?
Talk so much but do not speak
My fam asking me 'what's wrong?'
Tell them it's cool, don't be a fool 'cause life goes on
I keep a front, it makes them think that I am strong
Showing emotion, that's just long
But I know that they would worry if they knew what's going on
I can't face up to the facts, holding back the past
When I'm feeling throttled hit the bottle and relax
The walls holding up my back again, this is not an accident
Letting my emotions slip away and I'm not catching them

I'm going out my mind
Feeling pressure, losing time
It's got me asking why I feel pain but do not cry
I'm going out my mind
Feeling pressure, losing time
It's got me asking why I feel pain but do not cry

I feel no way to give my love
I feel no pain 'til I am drunk
Look at the stars up in the sky and I'm asking them why
Why don't you let me cry?
No, no, no
Look at the stars up in the sky and I'm asking them why
Why don't you let me cry?
No, no, no

I'm going out of my mind, out of this place
Always out on a high, out of my face
Drinking fear, and when people approach me
I'm greeting them with a vacant stare
It's like I'm not even here
I hear so many voices, but the only one that is speaking clear
Is telling me I should be leaving here
I'm dry-eyed, not a wise guy
But I thought I knew what I want
Have you ever found yourself and then lost what's going on?
'Cause I'm feeling kind of worthless
No passion and no purpose
I keep it locked inside of me, it's never gonna surface
All I really wanna do is hide
I can't take another second of this time
I'm holding in emotions in my mind
Moving slowly on my own through the night
So you have got to move out of my space
'Cause I don't want you in this place
I'm meeting so-called mates and thinking is this time a waste
'Cause we can sit and conversate but what are you really saying?
I'd rather be alone and this is my time you're delaying

'Cause I'm going out my mind
Feeling pressure, losing time
It's got me asking why I feel pain but do not cry
I'm going out my mind
Feeling pressure, losing time
It's got me asking why I feel pain but do not cry

Look at the stars up in the sky and I'm asking them why
Why don't you let me cry?
No, no, no
Look at the stars up in the sky and I'm asking them why
Why don't you let me cry?
No, no, no