"Disarm" lyrics

I listen to your voice to send me asleep
And kiss my first love with you on repeat
I never worshiped a god
But you were close enough

And I killed off any gender expectancy
And filled a little book with your poetry
It was the sacrifice
That I had made for us

But I never would have met you
Had I known you'd be this hard to crack
I never would have thought of you
To be like that

Now I am battling
Through the walls of your thick skin
So disarm
Yeah disarm

Well I know how the confident operate
But I'd rather be kind than to compensate
I've never felt enough
That we could be equals

And if I ever die and leave a legacy,
My will can help the folks that supported me
It seems you've given up
And I won't be part of it

Well I never would have met you
Had I known you'd be this hard to crack
I never would have thought of you
To be like that

Now I am battling
Through the walls of your thick skin
So disarm
Yeah disarm

Now I am battling
Through the walls of your thick skin
So disarm
Yeah disarm
Yeah disarm

Now I am battling
Through the walls of your thick skin
So disarm
Yeah disarm

Now I am battling
Through the walls of your thick skin
So disarm
Yeah disarm
Yeah disarm
Yeah disarm