"Complex" lyrics

I never learned to crawl
My daddy made me walk
My mama made me sing before I could even talk
I'm always on the edge
Got no safe place to fall
I had to find a crutch, so I turned to alcohol
And now I'm tangled in my thoughts

I got a complex
A little complicated
I'm a project
When I'm intoxicated, I get toxic
Can't stop it
And if you draw me a line, I'm bound to cross it
My guardian angel never knows what's next
Blame it on my mama or my ex
I got a complex
It's kind of complex

My ex had me locked up inside them bricks
My mama said I'd never be shit
My past gave me some problems I probably die with
But Lord, don't let me pass them to my kids

I got a complex
A little complicated
I'm a project
When I'm intoxicated, I get toxic
Can't stop it
And if you draw me a line, I'm bound to cross it
My guardian angel never knows what's next
Blame it on my mama or my ex
I got a complex
Yeah, it's kind of complex

Yeah, I don't trust nobody but myself
I guess that's why I never ask for help

I got a complex
A little complicated
I'm a project
When I'm intoxicated, I get toxic
Can't stop it
And if you draw me a line, I'm bound to cross it
My guardian angel never knows what's next
Blame it on my mama or my ex
I got a complex
Yeah, it's kind of complex