"Rifled Through" lyrics

I went down into the basement
I didn't see anyone
Looked around [?] tables
And I could feel everyone

Rifled through
The albums and the memory games
I wish I'd through
With lifetimes and family chains

I went down, down to the grocery
I couldn't bear anyone
I'm surrounded by their presence
The tears had just begun

Rifled through
The medicine and the memory games
I wish I'd through
With lifetimes and family chains

I went down
I go down
I went down
I go down

Driving home just as the sun set
Around the homeward bend
Passed them by it's so sad
When it all has to end

Rifled through
The neighborhoods and the memory games
I wish I'd through
With lifetimes and family chains