"Pariah" lyrics

You're the reason I feel so alive (I feel so alive!)
You're the craving that tears me apart from the inside
You're my downfall, the one I obey (The one I obey!)
I'm a monster, the freak that you need and it's okay

Is this sick and depraved?
I see hell it's divine
Is this twisted and crazed?
Or a brilliant disguise?

It starts out a fantasy
Then turns into misery
I'll be your pariah
Take it out on me
Eyes shut, no reality
A sucker for your vanity
I'll be your pariah
Take it out on me

I came to you like a moth to a flame
I was the piece of the puzzle you played in your own game (I play your game!)
I should have known by the look in your eyes
(But now we've gone too far!)
Now I'm holding on tight
Trying hard just to survive

Is this sick and depraved?
I see hell it's divine
Is this twisted and crazed?
Or a brilliant disguise?

It starts out a fantasy
Then turns into misery
I'll be your pariah
Take it out on me
Eyes shut, no reality
A sucker for your vanity
I'll be your pariah
Take it out on me

You know it's what I hate
So come and take it out on me!

Is this sick and depraved?
I see hell it's divine
Is this twisted and crazed?
Or a brilliant disguise?

It starts out a fantasy
Then turns into misery
I'll be your pariah
Take it out on me
Eyes shut, no reality
A sucker for your vanity
I'll be your pariah
Take it out on me