"antonym" lyrics

Bastards

Almost made a mistake
My senior summer break
Zeros holding me in place all month long
I pray that they don't go away
But all these eyes on me feeling like blades
Do I accept or make a great escape?
Don't know what's wrong

Don't go
Watch me
Lay and dream with my eyes wide open
Leave me
Alone
Need my space but here's to hoping

I don't have a plan outside of this
But when I see it in my hands, I reminisce
Balloons are floating up and changing
I swear, I feel it greatest
I'm scared and I'm impatient but I would never change it
I don't have a plan outside of this
But when I see it in my hands, I reminisce
I'm lapping everyone in races
My God, how I've been waiting
I'm scared and I'm impatient but I would never change it

Almost made a mistake
My senior summer break
Zeros holding me in place all month long
I pray that they don't go away
But all these eyes on me feeling like blades
Do I accept or make a great escape?
Don't know what's—