"Pathways" lyrics

Who are you talking to?
You're not welcome to stay
You're making me sick
Like a ship in rough seas

I want to bury you
Deep inside
I want to lock you up
In the back of my mind
I'm losing sight of me
But I can't help myself
God knows the things I've done
When I dragged my life through hell
This demon's out to get me
Pour the poison down my throat
And it's breathing in the air
I'm slowly choking on my ghosts

I know you have the key
Ruin what's left of me
According to you I'm nothing anyway

I want to bury you
Deep inside
I want to lock you up
In the back of my mind
I'm losing sight of me
But I can't help myself
God knows the things I've done
When I dragged my life through hell
This demon's out to get me
Pour the poison down my throat
And it's breathing in the air
I'm slowly choking on my ghosts

When the bottle hits my lips
I can't stop till I'm a mess
I thought this would release me from the
Sorrow and the grief
What's inside of me?
What's this side of me?
What's inside of me?
What's this side of me?