"A Curse" lyrics

The way I feel has been a curse.
Forever lost... 
I should've learnt.
It's how you feel,
and what you think 
combined as one
decide within. 

To write this over 
to be around
I held your hands, 
though mine were bound. 

I'll never go back to the start
nothing would change here.
I'd break your heart. 
Never forget us 
for it was real.
If we move on apart
in time, I'll heal.