"It's All Bleak" lyrics

Hello darkness, my old friend
It's been some time but I know we'll always meet again
Casting shadows, yea, they dark and menacing
Crushing weight, I can't hide what they resembling

I did a lot of shit that I wish I never did
Guilt like weight on my shoulders, yeah, I gotta carry it
I tried to it all go, but I can't bury it
I Can't bury it, until I'm gone, buried, dead

Yeah, put me on some manic ripper shit
Phantom flowing, bitch I know the panic throwing fits
Put me on, 'cause on god I'm barely managing
Bleak as fuck, it's an assault I'm barely hanging in

I know none of this was ever really mine to keep
'Cause when I'm gone I won't even have the memories
The colours start to drain as my veins begin to leak
There's no way out, it's all so fucking bleak
I know none of this was ever really mine to keep
'Cause when I'm gone I won't even have the memories
The colours start to drain as my veins begin to leak
There's no way out, it's all so fucking bleak

Type of feelings my ignorant type of living
I'm pushing my kind of being, just dreaming of non existing
It's obvious I'm a waste, the embodiment of a quitter
Autonomy of it all, got me rabid like I've been bitten

Empty out a bag sleepless and restless
Pale like a corpse, yeah I feel soulless
Take another pill to try and forget
That this kind of shit is why I'm in this mess

I know none of this was ever really mine to keep
'Cause when I'm gone I won't even have the memories
The colours start to drain as my veins begin to leak
There's no way out, it's all so fucking bleak
(Bleak bleak bleak bleak)
I know none of this was ever really mine to keep
(Bleak bleak bleak bleak)
There's no way out, it's all so fucking bleak