"Reconsider" lyrics

I'm ripping it like I've been let loose
Throw in their faces all the offers I refused
You hurt me I let it stand
And then you try to hold my hand
Our plans, they don't fill the space
And I don't, don't wanna wait

I don't want to anymore
No I won't, I won't, I won't
I don't know who's keeping score
So I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't
I'm leaving and keeping my sanity for myself
We wish you the best, might as well
I'd rather be alone
I really should have known

And like yourself I'm prone to bruise
I don't wanna spend all my time
Living a life I didn't choose
Give a smile, let it slide
Go find somewhere to hide
Lose my mind, yeah I might
But I'm biding my time
Catch my breath it's over
But I feel the same

I don't want to anymore
No I won't, I won't, I won't
I don't know who's keeping score
So I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't
I'm leaving and keeping my sanity for myself
We wish you the best, might as well
I'd rather be alone
I really should have known
I'd rather be alone
I really should have known

That I'd rather be alone
I'd rather be alone
I really should have known