"The Weight Of You (I'm Glad You Died)" lyrics

I've spent my whole life trying to
Find silver lines in clouds of blue
I wonder will the edges change
But no, they always look the same
And you were wise, you should have known
I realise it now I'm grown
You stretched my branches far too wide
And left the leaves to fall and die

I wake up in the night
To replay the story
As I wipe my eyes
Pretend that you're sorry
I'm glad that you died
'Cause now I don't worry
But no matter what I do
I'll be carrying the weight of you

Everybody has a past
Just sad how long mine seems to last
I rip the words right off the page
But I always write them down again

I wake up in the night
To replay the story
As I wipe my eyes
Pretend that you're sorry
I'm glad that you died
'Cause now I don't worry
But no matter what I do
I'll be carrying the weight of you

You were the one to start my emptiness
What kind of monster leaves a girl like this?
There I said it

I wake up in the night
To replay the story
And I wipe my eyes
Pretend that you're sorry
I'm glad that you died
'Cause now I don't worry
But no matter what I do
No matter what I do
No matter what I do
I'll be carrying the weight of you

And no matter what I do
I'll be carrying the weight of you