"one more day" lyrics

Why is death so comfortable near me lately
Dropping seeds that grow into trees
That will shade me when I'm lonely
When the sky turns grey and the shadow stays
Only time will save me
Leave me on my own for a while
Tryna shake this heavy feeling
I'm healing

I try to speak but the words, they still escape me
Hide away, hide away from the pain cause the silence is my safety
Let's pretend that we're young for the day and forget everything is changing
I'll go back to sleep for a week if you promise you're not leaving
(Don't leave me)

Take this time
Take this time to be fine
Trying hard to be more present in the moment
(Did you notice)
Can I be honest for a second
I don't have a place to go
Payin' rent for all my feelings
Now they need to find a home
Gotta try to find myself inside this life

One more day
One more day would be fine
Will the sun come up tomorrow if you're gone
(If you're gone)
Can I be honest for a second
There's some things I need to say
I've been worried sick about it
Casting shadows in my shade
Gotta try to find myself without your light