"Forgive Me Tonight" lyrics

Karizma Lyrics

"Forgive Me Tonight"

Used to be friends, lovers
Used to find happiness in each other
Now I'm on the road and these girls as loud as they- whatever
I don't know, but now I'm a rapper, right? So like

In the eighth grade, I was nothing much
I'm still nothing cause I'm fucking up
No lights on you, kid, hyped up my music
Told em you will like it, its too sick
Found CD's in the trash bin, it ain't shit
You can see it when I'm rapping, pain sticks
It never passed like a crash dummy
Stop this rap, dummy, probably got your mic with your dad's money
Actually, I bought it myself
Spent every weekend alone, mom's under a spell
In my cave with the page, wasn't taught how to mix
Wasn't brought up, I was caught up in the sticks
Being stoned didn't matter, I didn't get phased
Now I'm thinking "shit I should've got blazed"
Raved, raged in the haze but I stay where I stay
So one day I can make it in the game
But the game ain't fair, so I cheated on her
Now I sleep alone, damn, I should've beated off her
Some shit, but here I recline in the van with my band not fearing a ride
I messed up, I fessed up, I'm guilty
My head's fucked, I let love just kill me
So guess what, I met what fulfills me
These set drums, my message is still free

We used to be friends, we used to be lovers
Used to find happiness in each other
Now I'm on the road, shaking these hands, girls in the crowd as loud as they can
We used to send texts, late night chatter, now it's just sex because I'm a rapper
It's kinda sad, not gonna lie, but I hope you forgive me tonight

I do shows in different states now
It's kinda funny how hoes and shows can be replaced now
I write every single day when I breakdown
I even cry when I lay down
Thinking bout you not thinking bout me
Talked to a few girls, minds getting cloudy
I'm such a heartbreaking prick
Better start thanking y'all who I started this with so
Thank you to me, hah, welcome
Middle fingers see it, man, it's healthy
Never will achieve what when I'm wealthy
I'm better when I'm free, no man, no help needed
I asked y'all for a hand and a boost but you all had your hand on the booze
But damn, you did chose
My band and my dudes are my family too, so jump off of the wagon its full
Yeah, so jump off the wagon it's full, fuck y'all jump off of the wagon its full
So jump off of the wagon it's full
1, 2, 3

We used to be friends, we used to be lovers
Used to find happiness in each other
Now I'm on the road, shaking these hands, girls in the crowd as loud as they can
We used to send texts, late night chatter, now it's just sex because I'm a rapper
It's kinda sad, not gonna lie, but I hope you forgive me tonight, yeah