"Hate In Me" lyrics

I'm sitting in my room
I'm tryna find a way to stop it
Conflicted and aloof
Just a creature of terror and wander

Hate in me!
Wanderer!
Feed on me!
Murderer!

I'm a creature of the night
(Creature of the night)
Somewhere in the uncanny valley

Not sure why I'm alive
(Not sure why I'm alive)
To exploit or to be exploited

The hate in me is redirected
It feels automatic to be so affected
I don't understand why I am annihilated
I don't understand why I feel so rejected

Hate in me!
Wanderer!
Today I was gonna do well
Feed on me!
Murderer!
Where did you go?
Wanderer!

I can't listen to myself
I'm ready to break
Put me back in my cage

Wanderer!
Feed on me!
Murderer!

I'm sitting in my room
You know it so well but you cannot make me escape
Cause you know I live here too
Actually this is my fucking place

So many years of insecurities
I am responsible for being here
I cannot believe that I used to believe
Everything everybody said about me

Hate in me!
Wanderer!
Today I was gonna do well
Feed on me!
Murderer!
Where did you go?
Wanderer!

I can't listen to myself
I'm ready to break
Take me out of this cage

I'm chained to my faith
I wanna be something else
Stop feeling this hate

The hate in me feels automatic
Not an anger issue if it's pragmatic
You're not crazy it's just dogmatic
Unnecessary when you are more than this

You are more than this
You are all of this

Stand the fuck up!
Get back the fuck up!
Get back the fuck up!
Stand the fuck up!

I can't listen to myself
I'm ready to break
Take me out of this cage
I'm chained to my faith
I wanna be something else
Stop feeling this hate
(You're not crazy it's just dogmatic)

Hate in me!
Wanderer!
Feed on me!
Murderer!
Where did you go?
Wanderer!