"Human Becoming" lyrics

How old were you
When you got your spirit broken
When the description
Of the world became too hard to digest

I won't sacrifice another drop of my sweat
And if I die trying, I'll die my way

I'm becoming human
And I became pain
Wonder of terror without the guilt
Even if I cry the rage always stays the same
I'll get up to destroy your shame
Shame

I need to recapitulate
But then how do I let go
I attach myself to a belief that wants me dead
I've been attached to all these dreams
Subservient to my beliefs
Now I don't know which way to go
I'm just getting sick

Of sacrificing every drop of my sweat
For a deranged agreement
We'd not consent

I'm becoming human
And I became pain
Wonder of terror without the guilt
Even if I cry the rage always stays the same
I'll get up to destroy your shame

And I apologize for every misstep
But it feels so good to be aimless

I'm becoming human
And I became pain
Wonder of terror without the guilt
Even if I cry the rage always stays the same
I'll get up to destroy your shame
I'm becoming human
And I became pain
Wonder of terror without the guilt
Even if I cry the rage always stays the same
I'll get up to destroy your shame

I got a question in disguise
My dilemma brings me life
Why do I need to make it so hard
When I know nothing