"foolish" lyrics

When did it get so hard to say my name
Did something change, you never hesitate
Or was it his you were trying to say
I just wish that you would walk away
Or tell me straight
Then maybe we could figure out
And solve all of our problems
But lately I've been filled with doubt
And nothing's feeling honest
Maybe I'm just foolish to keep holding on to pain
I just feel so just stupid cause I make the same mistakes, nothing changes
Cause I thought that we had each other, but it seems that you had another
Maybe I'm just foolish cause I'm the one who chose to stay
Why did it get so hard to start again
I'm so tired of missing you and hating him
Or Is it me that I'm up against
Every night scrolling through old texts
Like you never left
Then maybe we could figure out
And solve all of our problems
But lately I've been filled with doubt
And nothing's feeling honest
Maybe I'm just foolish to keep holding on to pain
I just feel so just stupid cause I make the same mistakes, nothing changes
Cause I thought that we had each other, but it seems that you had another
Maybe I'm just foolish cause I'm the one who chose to stay
Then maybe we could figure out
And solve all of our problems
But lately I've been filled with doubt
And nothing's feeling honest
Maybe I'm just foolish to keep holding on to pain
I just feel so just stupid cause I make the same mistakes, nothing changes
Cause I thought that we had each other, but it seems that you had another
Maybe I'm just foolish cause I'm the one who chose to stay
Maybe I'm just foolish cause I don't know how to change