"not a chill guy." lyrics

But if we're being for real
I'm tired of acting like I'm chill
I know the rules, but still
How am I supposed to feel?

I'm tired of acting like I'm...
I'm tired of acting like I'm chill
I know, I know

I'm used to doing things my way
But has it not been long enough
For me to feel a way
'Bout what you do
When you're not with me?

Why do I have to act like you don't
Mean nothing to me?
But I'ma hold it down
We're both doing our thing
And I usually don't say nothing still...

But if we're being for real
I'm tired of acting like I'm chill
I know the rules, but still
How am I supposed to feel?

I'm tired of acting like I'm...
(I'm tired of acting like I'm...)
I'm tired of acting like I'm chill

Acting like I'm...
Acting like I'm chill, yeah

How much do you want me to ignore?
You wifey or a ...