"Ember" lyrics

I crave and I crave it's insatiable
Like feeding a starving vein
But this dream's
The one needle I can't hide
Overdosing
Everything I need from this

But honesty I'd rather
Die
Finding hope inside tonight
Lie
Telling myself this is real
All this time
Chasing ghosts beneath my skin
Tear
Open these scars to feel again

Turning pain
Into a flame
You can't contain any longer
I'd tear out my own heart
Just to see your expression
We both know you love the attention
Just to see your expression

Die
Finding hope inside tonight
Lie
Telling myself this is real
Start back over
Knowing I could never win
Tear
Open these scars to feel again

Standing on top of a mountain
Built from the ashes
Scars form the lashes

And all my dreams
End in flames
One with the ember

Bound to this pain
Burned through my name
I have become
One with the ember