"Misery Scene" lyrics

I turned my life into a misery scene
I wanted you to feel the hurt just like me
Revel in pain because it's so damn easy
And harder to be happier than dwell with all the apathy inside

I glorified a heart that yearned
Only sadness sang, and it was all I heard
I felt my sorrow was deserved
I thought my life had passed, before the page had turned
Pen to the paper and each word was so bleak when I chose agony

I turned my life into a misery scene
I wanted you to feel the hurt just like me
Revel in pain because it's so damn easy
And harder to be happier than dwell with all the apathy inside

It took me years to finally learn
That the hurt I have is just the hurt I've earned
Chasing euphorias return
Numbing all the pain I couldn't feel the burn

Swore that the torment was what made me unique, so I chose agony

I turned my life into a misery scene
I wanted you to feel the hurt just like me
Revel in pain because it's so damn easy
And harder to be happier than dwell with all the apathy inside

Misery scene
When can I break this fuckin' hold on me?
Misery scene
So sick of all the apathy

I turned my life into a misery scene
I wanted you to feel the hurt just like me
Revel in pain because it's so damn easy
And harder to be happier than dwell with all the apathy inside

I turned my life into a misery scene (Misery scene)
When can I break this fuckin' hold on me?
Revel in pain because it's so damn easy (Misery scene)
So sick of all the apathy inside