"Lose Myself" lyrics

It's coming back again
Killing me killing me
Do you think that I kicked it
I feel it in myself
Breaking it breaking it
Anything for a mere hit
And I try to be somebody else
But fall back to myself
Because I'm at it again
Pulling me pulling me
To the depths and I've faded

It takes me
Right from the start
I'm fading now

You say I'm the monster in your fairytale
And I didn't save you when you called for help
I'm fighting for my life while you drag my reputation
Through the dirt until the very end
I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself
I've already lost

I'm coming back again
Killing it killing it
Do you think that I made it
I feel it in myself
Breaking it breaking it
And I just can't stop it
And I try be somebody who could recognise themselves
Then it happens again

You say I'm the monster in your fairytale
And I didn't save you when you called for help
I'm fighting for my life while you drag my reputation
Through the dirt until the very end
I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself
I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself

You lied, I broke
Inside your world of make believe
But who's to say, what I'll be
Maybe they'll see the best of me
Lose myself, lose myself
(I could lose myself)
Lose myself, lose myself
(I could lose myself)
Lose myself, lose myself
(Myself)
Lose myself, lose myself
(Myself)
I've already lost

You say I'm the monster in your fairytale
And I didn't save you when you called for help
I'm fighting for my life while you drag my reputation
Through the dirt until the very end
I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself
I don't wanna lose myself, lose myself
I've already lost