"Kollage" lyrics

Tried to paint a picture of the sun with all its flowers
Reaching closer past the surface like I'm slowly getting closer to you

Living with uncertainty like nothing really matters
Passed the future on my way to work and found myself back in bed with you

Give it all some time
Paralyzed devotion
Give it all some time

I've been in the dark
Paralyzed in motion
Lost in wintertime

Did I do it to myself?
Hard to know for sure
Did I hurt somebody else?
'Cause you're the one thing

Nothing really matters, but it matters if it matters to you
It's hard to know for sure
But I believe you're always in my corner

I did it to myself
I did it to you

I can be enchanted by the simple things like watch the way the fire's burning
All my letters, all the words I tried to forget

Leaving you was certainly the hardest part of all
But I was living like a servant to a secret I was tryna protect

Give it all some time
Paralyzed devotion
Give it all some time

I'm still in the dark
Paralyzed emotions
Lost in wintertime

Did I do it to myself?
It's hard to know for sure
Did I hurt somebody else?
'Cause you're the one thing

Nothing really matters, but it matters if it matters to you
It's hard to know for sure
But I believe you're always in my corner

I did it to myself
I did it to you

Did I do it to myself?