"cry for help!" lyrics

I'm trying, swear that I'm trying
Feel like I'm dying
Feel like my head is gonna explode

I can't look in the mirror
Now that it's clear
I don't know who I am anymore

I'll buy whatever you're selling
Make me feel better
Better, but not for my mental health

I'm not learning my lesson
Leave me a message
This is a cry for help

Time is a mother fucker
You blink and the next thing you know it's
Just another summer
You spent tryna hold onto some type
Of childhood like wonder
It's slipping away
You're never the same as you once were
Mother fucker

I'm good til I start shaking
Empty my savings
Cause I give more than I ever take

So stressed that I get obsessed
Holding all my breath
Trying to kill that part of my brain

That thinks the world might be ending
But it's still spinning
God I think I'm gonna fall right through

I'm not so sure I've been living
Something is missing
This is a cry for help

Time is a mother fucker
You blink and the next thing you know you're
One out of a number
You try making something of yourself
Fail and then try harder
It's slipping away
You're never the same as you once were
Mother fucker

(It's slipping away)
(It's slipping away)

Time is a mother fucker
You blink and the next thing you know you're
Screaming underwater
Nobody can hear you so you push
It all down even farther
It's slipping away
You're never the same as you once were
As you once were
As you once were
Mother fucker