"turn yourself around" lyrics

Get some air on the porch
We're drunk at the dive bar
I hate seeing tears in your eyes
Cause it happened before
But tonight it feels too far
I know it's eating you alive

Life goes on and you're stuck in the middle
One cigarette won't hurt just a little
When you break your own heart it hits like a missile
And everyone flaked that's so non committal
No one wants to talk unless it'd be beneficial
You post it online but it feels superficial
And you wish that you could stop all the thoughts

Are you any happy now
Let the words spill out your mouth
No you don't deserve to feel that way anymore
Anymore
You can turn yourself around
Fuck the party and the crowd
No you don't deserve to feel that way anymore
Anymore

So you swallow the truth
Like you take a prescription
And stay glued to your telephone
Tell me what do you do
When you're sick of convincing
Yourself that you're all alone

Life goes on and you're stuck in the middle
One cigarette won't hurt just a little
Every time you break down why's it feel so official
You say you're okay but it's never that simple
No one wants to talk unless it'd be beneficial
You post it online but it feels superficial
And you wish that you could stop all the thoughts

Are you any happy now
Let the words spill out your mouth
No you don't deserve to feel that way anymore
Anymore
You can turn yourself around
Fuck the party and the crowd
No you don't deserve to feel that way anymore
Anymore

Are you happy? Are you happy?
Are you happy? You can turn yourself around
Are you happy? Are you happy?
Are you happy? You can turn yourself around

You can turn yourself around
Fuck the party and the crowd
No you don't deserve to feel that way anymore
Anymore