"Disappear" lyrics

Shake my head until I'm seasick
Floating motions had me seizing
Shaking shivers down my sad spine
Still remembering when you were mine
Used to call me all the damn time
Now I barely even cross your mind
I'd play it back if I could rewind
I'd probably fuck it up a million times

I'm reaching out
You're still not there
It's never really been fair
Lost track of time staring into your lies
Cloudy eyes fill my blank stare
Searching for some kind of connection
Can't let go of the love I invested
I'm reaching out
You're still not there
Held you in my arms and watched you disappear
I watched you disappear...

Nod to sleep you see me dreaming
Changing seasons got my scheming
This lonely rivers all I'm seeing
I just need something to believe in when
Used to call me all the damn time
Then you erased me from your timeline
Recover slowly, age like fine wine
Still trying to drown you out of my mind

I'm reaching out
You're still not there
It's never really been fair
Lost track of time staring into your lies
Cloudy eyes fill my blank stare
Searching for some kind of connection
Can't let go of the love I invested
I'm reaching out
You're still not there
Held you in my arms and watched you disappear
I watched you disappear...